[boo hoo hoo]

my legs look so damn ugly now
full of mosquito bites tt i scratched too much
some r still bleeding..
one beeg bruise on my rite leg
two smaller ones on my left
one rope burn on my rite palm
two cuts on my left hand
`courtesy of sentosa

got cut by diz screw 2dae too
nw dere's a 3cm scratch on my knee :(:(:(

n yesterday i got burnt by my grandmama's cigarette!
hmpf.

bad wk

[geography review]

haven started on any hw.
so gonna die fer ms ting's one
it's so demanding!!

body's aching all over now
stoopid cousins came over 2 my hse after kboxing wif my bro
till 3AM!
urgh...
had 2 slp at my parents rm instead
n my bro ps-ed me 2 watch movie wif his gf
so i'm left wif my two 16 & 19yrs old cousins at hm
so got nth 2 say 2 dem

trying realie hard 2 get ppl 2 go escape wif me tmr
but sigh. guess time's hard
hahah. either dey're broke or busy
y aint i busy?

if i'm an OGL mayb i'll b busy preparing mass dance too
but pity pity..
my CT onli wants 1st intakers
fine!
u missed out on one crazy gurl

tink i've gotten some activities 2 do tmr!
yay!
dry the laundry
iron clothes
hahahah.
household chores
but i think i'll prob go visit hua tmr at bishan
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
gg alone again i guess
too tired oredi ah?
hmmmmm.. fine

okie getting a lil cranky here

haf got lotsa issues nw
but i think i shall choose nt 2 think of dem
until i find the rite person 2 ask
hmmmm.. n i realie dunno who

aiya. having co prac at KB again!
hahahah. i wonder hw it'll feel gg back dere after i've quit 4yrs ago
hope e ppl dere dun recognise me!
hahahah. or else it'll b so embarassing.

yay SNCO allumni here i comeee!!

[focus leadership camp]

yes i'm backkkkk!!
the camp was funnnn!!
but it was so terribly tiresome
dere were lotsa activites gg on
but I can onli give a brief summary here..

had the amazing race on the 1st day
tiring too
ran n ran n ran
but we had the help of mr wong!
hahah. he sorta fetch us off 2 the diff stations in his car :P
tt's y we ended up first!!
but our team BARBIE n KEN still rox!!
hahah. the team is named after kenny :P

yay..first day was stilll ok i guess.
not much mingling between the council n co yet
but dere's distinct difference between the 2grps larh
the SC is so damn enthu while the CO is lyk dead
can't help it too
i'm enthu. so is my grp. but so wat!
we dun realie noe the rest of the grp well..
esp the guzheng players
din even noe dey existed till the camp!
My phone played hangman wif me fer the whole day
Thx 2 Kenny man… He dropped my phone!
N it turned out 2 blank out 12times in a row..

had the low elements the next day
was fun! sorta bonded us tgt after tt
the apollos improved!

the low wall was the scary part
coz it's not low at all
my hands slipped n i fell...
heads down....
heard alot of ppl screaming under me
it wasn't cool at all
Kenny saw me falling n positioned himself as my cushion instead
so i fell rite on him
gosh. the impact was quite great.
but he insisted tt he's alright
i saw cuts on his hands though

thank u so much kenny!!

ure my hero fer the day!!

rafting was the most fun of all
we spent 4hrs in the rain building n rafting
it was so tiresome but i think it was all worth it
shows tt miracles can happen wif our will power
our grp rox!!! esp 2 kenny n keefe
u two were great leaders.
the SC's realie fortunate 2 haf both of u as p n vp!

it's realie a relieving sight 2 see two totally diff grps working tgt 2 get the things gg.
how e 2 grps bonded was the realie the most rewarding fer the camp

im beginning 2 feel regretful fer nt joining the council in the 1st place
it juz so dawns on me tt i so cannot adapt 2 the co thing
guess i realie din make a gd decision 8mths ago.
i shld haf given myself a chance 2 try out the council thing
urgh
y din i try out?
i've got no idea too
n now i can't realie bear the time i spend in co
wat's the pt?

nvm. back 2 the camp topic
our tents got flooded by the rain
eew
yes
all our stuffs were wet
my towel was soaked
my sleeping bag was a lil wet
my phone was floating in the water
n most of my clothes were wet too :(
luckily johannes has an extra towel
thx jo!!
in the end we forsaked our tents n settled in the camp office instead
aircon, mosquito free :D
but since the council has got so many more guys den co
we can't slp tgt
ha. so the guys settled at the monorail station
n the council girls joined dem too
in the end dere's onli the co girls n teachers sleeping in the rm
seems lyk we're the onli spoiltbrats ard :P

the high elements on the next day was scary
i was screeching all the time
haas. shawn gave me the title of 'best screamer' fer the day
but thx 2 runyu n sharon fer all the encouragement!
i tried the challenge pole!!
ahh. but i failed 2 hold on 2 the bar leh
so irritating
all my bandage's fault
dey made my hands slip off the bar

but i must say tt diz camp was a rewarding one
it was inspiring 2 c hw the bonds can b created wif tt special touch
got 2 noe so many more new council frens too
kenny, keefe, wee chiew, runyu, sharon, johannes, huiyang, wenhao etc
n i certainly got 2 noe the co ppl betta too!
had mintz, lijun, huis back 2 our old snco days too
SN still rox!!
three cheers fer my tent mates!!
we the sardines rox!
hahahah.

ouchy ouch ouch
my arms r breaking
got locked out of my hse fer 3hrs coz i din bring keys larh
:(:(:( in e end i fell asleep in macs alone.
hahah pathetic
n my arms look so pathetic wif all the plasters stuck on dem :(:(

[headacheeee. ouch]

stoopid headache
spoil my prison sch trip
but e prison sch was quite sad larhhh
the scary thing is tt one of the guides (among the 3)
actually looks lyk ou OCS guide!
hahah
so qiaoo~ but diz one has got a more bad boy lk
n interesting fact:
they all have the same round black plastic frame specs done by mr woon!
so cute rite!!
all lk lyk the daxiong in doraemon

i seriously hates buses man
we took 506 away frm kaki bukit prison sch coz e sch doesnt provide trpt back!
lyk wth....
we onli knew tt on the bus dere larhh
stoopid ivee wanted 2 jump off the bus after hearing tt
we had PD as supervising teacher wif us
he's so farnieee n LAME
anw back 2 the bus
it was an express bus
tt all we know is tt it'll reach toapayoh central
so my clique wanted 2 haf dunch dere b4 gg back
budddeeen!!
we juz had 2 miss the stop
coz evidently moz of us thot tt TPY central will b the last stop
:(:( it's so not true
we alighted at the nex stop after much confusion n arguing
finally jianyue got us 2 stop at novena :(
lyk how far larhhh
luckily charoon noes hw 2 walk 2 novena square frm dere
we dragged ourselves dere lorhhh
so sad
i was so tired liaoz
plus the terrible headache :(

mayb i shld move 2 bedok!
the sun dere is sooo damn brite larhh
it blinds me all the time
great time fer drying my clothes since amk keeps raining
haas. wateva.

haf diz road rap thing coming in nex yr
so wu liaoz lorh
research on road names related 2 nature
i'm doing on maple avenue n cherry avenue larhh
dunno where the heck tt is
hafta go 2 URA somemore
so troublesome.

oh ya! huis gg fer the leadership camp too!!
yay!!!! nw i haf one more person tt i noe
but she'll b on the council side :(
dun think we will mingle much
co will stick wif co while council sticks wif council
it's so predictable larhhh
stoopid daisy's thinking of ps-ing me too
u betta dun kkkk

one realie saddd news 2dae:
me n daisy r 2 play a pipa er-chong-zou!!!
oh noooooo....
i dun wantttt!!!
haiz... if onli our tanbo section is strong enuf
den we can haf tanbo qi zou instead of pipa er chong zou!
btw, pipa-er-chong-zou means onli 2pipa playing together
ya.. hahah. i gotta research on songs 2 play liaoz..
6mins larhhh! how 2 find :(
nex yr's aurora will realie kill me mannn

[preeetty boy]

haven realie been blogging these days
getting quite sick of having 2 sign in n everything
call me lazy
but dere's so much happening these days i dun realie haf e time 2 blog anymore
n not 2 mention my MUOnline game :D
been rather addicted 2 it but
sokiee introduced another new onlineRPG game 2 me
maple story
realie cute RPG game
e characters look so chubby!
haas alrite

anw, spent 2 days since mon painting my hse
now it's a disgusting blue topaz color tt i cant realie stand
my father has bad taste
my rm is yellow though :D
BRITE yellow
n i'm happyyy
yellow cheers me up
bro wanted lilac actually
but due 2 constant murmuring of hw purple sux by me
my bro gave up trying 2 convince me :P
mi dad was rather clumsy painting everything though
dunno how many things he fell on
haas. interesting experience

2dae was eventful too
went 2 sch in the morn 2 pass up e mc 2 ting
n get my hw actually
but turns out tt she wasn't in sch larh
wasted my trip dere :(
was supposed 2 meet sokieee at jurong at ard 12smth actually
BUDDEN
i hate trees larhhh
the main gate opp busstop is being renovated now
so the temp busstop is behind diz HUGE treee
i think it's either i'm too small or the treee is too beeg
it blocked me so much tt e bus drivers all din c me larh!!!!

in actual fact
i missed THREE bus66
the 1st one coz i was lazy 2 run down the bridge
the 2nd one i was trying frantically 2 flag it down
but e damn treeeee blocked my view larhhhh
diz J1 guy saw me missing my bus n was lyk shaking his head lorhh
n the 3rd one i thot wun come so early
so i din realie pay attention
when i suddenly looked up
i realised tt 66 is coming in full speeeed 2wards me
even when i tried flaggin again it was no use :(
in e end i spent 40 mins waiting fer the bus larhhh
n poor sokieee had 2 wait feer me over 1hr
sorrry sokieeeeee

but i treated her 2 macs lunch!
at least i compensated u lorhhh
we were supposed 2 go jurong lib fer CIP
hmmmm... but dunno y we ended up in the iceskating ring
spent abt 1/2hr staring at ppl skating
gossiping abt the young jamieyeo lookalike
n the very scared couple who look so scared thruout the entire thing
we wanted 2 go skate
budden dere were so many ppl larhhh
it's lyk can bang into anyone anytime de lorh
so we decided 2 come back later n go KBOX!! :D
yayyyy. i luv singing~
n so the 2 of us sang till my throat went absolutely dry
so farnie larhhhh. the singing was rather enjoyable
we juz sing sing sing thruout
jaychou, SHE, stefsun, M2M, engsongs, davidtao, wuding, DENGLIJUN
yessss. we sang so many deng li jun songs larhhhh!!
so 'fu gu' heeees.
sokiee's voice turns soo sweet when singing lorh
couldn't believe my ears. haas
n my voice is soo low! omg..
i can onli sing those bassy bassy songs lorhh
lyk ella's part n guy's part fer duets
but it was fun riteee!

went back 2 the iceskating ring after singing fer 4hrs
4hrs!!!
oh my...
it was ard 730 when we went in oredi
den we realised the ice skating ring is closed frm 730 fer 2dae :(
it's okie.
we sat down watching those realie pro kids practising fer their comp
so sat larhhh!
inspiring
n i've decided 2 skate more often next time so tt i'll get nicer complexion lyk theirs!!!
it seems tt the icy cold temp realie makes u lk gd :)

had dinner at yew tee
bot somemore lil twins stars thingy again >.<
happpppy!!
tmr having co prac though
haiz. n the NE trip after tt
2 some prison sch
but b a realie solemn visit
must bring IC somemore
looking ferward 2 it!

went 2 joteo's link aLL LoOk thE saMe
quite interesting!
see if u can differentiate chinese, koreans n japs
i'm quite gd at it!
13/18
thx 2 my jap n kor dramas!



ohya. seems lyk we forgot all abt the CIP afterall :P

[nails n nuts]

i'm so screwed fer OP! :(
realie messed it up
overslept n was almost late
luckily sharon called me b4 hand

n i cleanly forgot all i wanted 2 say when it's my turn
n my handphone rang while sharon was presenting :(
so many thingss larhh!
there were so many awkward moments during my QnA
dinno what 2 ans at all
it was lyk so confusing fer me
i was trying 2 conc on thinking on tt question
but my mind wun work
it went blank instead
so i juz blabbered out smth tt i cant even rem :(

anw, went 2 orchard wif ht after tt
when i was gg home
i decided 2 take 132 back
haa.
waited 15mins fer e bus
BUT!
after sitting in dere fer 15mins
i began 2 c farnie places
henderson sec
republic poly
smth is wrong....
n yet i was so stupid as to cont sitting dere
in the end
i reached bukit merah bus interchange :(
haiz... den i gotta wait fer another 132 to get back
the whole journey took me 1.5hrs larhhh
i wanna juz die
but luckily i had my laptop wif me
was trying out wireless on a bus!
conclusion: wireless can't work when ure on a bus
haas. coz the wireless keeps changing!!
i wanted 2 blog abt me blogging on a bus
but too bad
i onli managed 2 log on 2 msn once n got kicked off fereva
bleahhh

meeting teo tmr!!!
hmmm.. i'm thinking of smth fer christmas gifts liaoz
hope dey'll work

[pwwwww]

my grandaunt passed away yesterday morn
went fer her funeral yesterday nite
think i wun b v freee fer the whole week
haizz...

OP is tmr


urgh

[sigmatic]

mahh i muz tok abt my co prac y'dae!!
it was such a gd one... :D
we finished the SYF set piece in 3hrs!!!
lyk so sat larhhh.
me n daisy can play the song oredi hahha
so moz prob we can slack during sectionals oredii!!!
tt's the advantage of being experienced mann

but anw, wat made me so sad was the visit 2 TTSH
rite after co prac ard 9..
went 2 visit my grandaunt one last time coz she's dying
yeps. but her condition is more stable 2dae.
hope she can pull thru diz whole ordeal

but it was a realie dreadful sight
she was all skin n bones only
n her eyeballs seemed lyk they're disintegrating
coz the pupils r almost g.o.n.e. >-<
n she can't respond much anymore
we can onli stare @ her n try toking 2 her in the ICU

haizz... n my young commando uncle was crying in the corridor
n my poor auntie was supposed 2 haf her wedding in dec
but such things were 2 happen..
y'dae they had diz simple ring xchange ceremony first 2 let her witness it
fer fear tt she cannot pull thru anymore..
it was such a sad nite..

made me miss my other granduncle.

though he passed away last yr



went 2 sree narayana mission home fer CIP wif CO 2dae
not a nice sight too..
was idling ard instead of interacting coz i can't realie comm wif dem
all my hokkien n teochew knowledge juz went POOF
n the ppl weren't realie friendly at all.

diz uncle asked me 2 fill water in his urinal -.-

fed diz old lady wif daisy too...
she lks so damn sad
somehow lyk my grandaunt too.
but she had her hands tied 2 the side of bed
think moz prob she has tendencies of hurting herself

6hrs of community service
but i dun think we deserve tt lyk lijun said
it left such a guilty feeling on us

[grr]

okie.. all tt i typed was gone
n it was sucha emotional entry
owelll.. maybe i'll write again tmr
but things mite b diff oredi by tmr
ahh. sad life.

[ouchie ouch ouch]

GRRRRRRR
i hate my teeth
so i went 2 visit my dentist 2dae
he tried solving my sensitive tooth prob
not much help
gotta apply diz sensitive cream on my delicate tooth fer the nex 3wks
n he took another 1hr 2 fill up my cavities
a total of 7 diz time :(
was a torture sometime
e onli gd thing was tt i can watch tv simultaneously while i c stuffs rocketing frm my mouth
interesting sight..
but e worst is e drills
i thot his using of those small drills r enuf
den he took out diz rather beeeeg one n started drilling my teeth
eeeeeeeew
my brain was vibrating
i couldn't think
my vision blurred
n all i cud do was 2 wish tt he wud stop soon
urghhhh.
n everything cost me 340bucks
gosh... so ex fer teeth!
n his remark @ the end of everything is tt all those fillings can cause me sensitive teeth now
g.r.e.a.t.
now i realie cant eat anymore stuffs
grrrrrrrr... i had betta brush my teeth more often now

[tis the season to be jolly]

ehhh.. hols. fun?
not realie. haf got nth much 2 do these days xcept 2 game
beeeeen spending my time idling away infront of the comp
playing muonline... haiz
such a waste of time
maybe i shld start doing my op!
hehhh.. great idea man..