[too late for regrets]

GRR. my entry got deleted.
so i gotta retype everything again.
im nt tt free n i dun haf the mood 2 do so
so i shall juz note some things downnn..

burnt a hole on my top 2day while ironing.
so damn pissed wif it i slammed my iron down
only bot it lyk recently n wore once only larhh.
GAHHHH. i'm pissed.

nt exactly in a v gd mood 2dae.
esp since every morn i wake up 2 find myself alone in the hse
wif nth much 2 do xcept 2 tok 2 myself 2 keep myself sane
sing 2 myself 2 prevent my throat frm being hoarse
ironing the piles of clothes
doing more housework
i guess every weekend's abt the same.
n nearly every other day too
i reach home 2 an empty house n faces the cold walls all the time
until the time my parents come back frm work n my bro comes back frm bball game..
which is abt 7pm..
bt considering i always try 2 reach home by 3pm either to catch tv
n my parents normally slp by 10pm or so
n my bro would v much rather tok 2 his frens on the phone or interact wif his comp
tt doesnt leave me wif much companyyyy
i am sad n lonely :(

but enuf abt tt.
i am almost always happy in sch.
besides khoo's lesson i guess.

watched ella enchanted+confession of teenage drama queen
was okie. nt fantastic.

ppl ard me r getting sad n troubled again.
i dun lyk tt.
plz dun be

ohya. dun think too much too.
i realie dun see a point when ppl think too much b4 doing some things
if u realie lyk it, buy it!
if u realie lyk her/him, tell tt person!
dun wait till it's too late..
but easy fer me 2 say..
it's hard 2 do it i guess..
esp the second pt, which i think i wun dare 2 too..
hahaha. but the first one does apply to me..
i'm nt the fickle kind when it comes 2 shopping.
tt's y i'm sucha spendthrift :S
n i dun haf white hair :D
dere's negative impacts fer thinking too lil too
esp fer me.. hahah.
i'm called a bimbo, slow, stoopid, dumb.. cute(?)
bt doesnt matter larhh..
i haf lotsa names. soo many i cant rem.

i guess i'm a lil too gullible too.
or easily persuaded lyk my parents.
-sometimes i would actually ponder over vee's word.
n everybody in our class noes tt nth vee said is eva worth thinking abt :P
-i believe tt the those 'stars' tt shine especially bright are actually satellites. i still do.. i rem reading tt frm some astro bk.
-i make wishes on my lashes tt drop. hahah. tt's damn childish i noe. but dun let the lashes go 2 waste mahh. n i believe dey'll come trueee! :D
-agrees to ppl's request too easily when dey plea.. hahah. i donate 2 every single volunteer who approaches me..

sighhhh.
i shall cont reading harrypotter den.
hahah. bk6 coming outttt!
goshh. i'm so excited.
so i'm gonna reread bk5 again since i juz finished bk4
yayyyyy.
i love ron n hermoine :D

[it's OVERRRRRR!!!!]

yayyyy! the CTs r finally over!
had the last geog paper 2dae.
it was ok i guess?
i crapped more fer physical den human as usual.
tt's realie weird.

mon: GP paper 815am
woke up late so took taxi 2 sch
compre was crappp! urgh
i always fail my compre n i haf no idea why
essay's my forte again coz i did on smokingg!
haha. hope i smoked thru :D
sokiee had diz terrible guy sitting bside her,
which is lyk two seats bside mine.
he kept tapping his leg, shifting table n making farnie noises.
eww. nt lyk as if his tempo is v regular.
but it is the irregular tempo tt keeps distracting me. haha.
i was shivering n my teeth were chattering in the cold.
NJ's hall is DAMN COLDDD!! gosh..
my hands were shaking i couldn't even write well.
shld haf borrowed harry's jacket larhhh!!!!
by the end of the test he told me he wore it juz fer fun larh. urgh.

my daddy was being exceptional nice by volunteering 2 fetch me frm sch.
had no reason 2 decline it
but in the end i realized i got cheated larhh.
'zuo le zei chuan'..
he n my mummy brot me 2 their stall 2 help out instead larhh!
so i ended up peeling potatoes carrots n cucumbers fer dem
even though i kept complaining tt i wanna go hm n study bio
guess wat dey said.

u no need 2 study one larh.
study too much makes u go stupid.

ahhh!!! my parents r weird.
n dey think tt peeling potato is lyk therapeutic n helps 2 relieve stress fer me
according 2 my mum,
i need 2 relax abit so i shld peel more potato.

when she went fer her dental appointment in the afternoon
i had 2 walk ard wif my daddy
me: i want to go home n study..
mummy: u can shop wif daddy leh. so fun!
-___________-
in the end i shopped fer groceries wif my daddy n went 2 the temple 2 pray only lah.
i was shagged by the end of it.
hw 2 study fer bio?!?!?!?!

tues biology 815am
diz time i was on time.
but during assembly hua almost fainted.
shocked the hell out of us
while she was holding the flag pole she wavered a lil
den turn ard during sch song n wheezed a lil
suddenly she's lyk out of breath n held onto me
she was lyk cannot make it anymore n was gg 2 collaspe.
fortunately she rested a while on the parade square den okie liaoz
still went fer bio larhh.
speaking of which. i screwed my bio skill A :(:(
i thot pyruvate was a product of photosynthesis!!!
oh my goshh. i'm sucha idiot :(
my whole experiment therefore is WRONGGG! bahs.

wed math 2pm
was almost late but i made it!
after the traumaticing experience of bio
i slept alot. as in i realie slp alot.
yea.. woke up at 12nn tt day when i was supposed 2 wake up early 2 revise math
so expectedly i didnt do any revision at all
screwed my math den.
i'll b happy 2 reach 20.
which is by the way upon 100.

thurs geog 905am
left my wallet at home in the morn
so i had 2 rush back home 2 retrieve it.
expectedly i was running late again
but after the lesson i got frm being late fer CT last yr.
i dun realie fancy another ting's nagging.
ting tried being humourous 2dae.
but rather unsuccessfully.
geog papers haf weird timing! 81mins each fer h.geog n p.geog.
v hard 2 get our timiing rite wif diz farnie time format
plus ting's const toking n nagging while we were trying 2 conc on the paper.
either she chose 2 ignore it or she realie din hear it.
cuz we were trying 2 shut her up all the time by shh-ing.
din help at all. she was a distraction.

was supposed 2 join the geog n hist ppl in shopping after the test.
but i was tireddd!
so i followed shuhui out of sch n boarded 852 while msging ser tt i boarded the bus by accident.
hahah. lame larhh.

but yayy. i'm glad it's all over.
time 2 relax n do wat i want!
which means kite flying tmrrrr!!
yayyy. cant wait 2 put it up the sky.
hahaha. ciaoz.

[neww layoutt!]

supposed 2 MUG HARRRD
but wells..
this thing is sooo cute.
hahah.i luv the pic.
n i realized the person behind diz layout is frm NJ IP03!
hahah. dunno who she is thoughh..
but it's interesting enuf :)

was 'gekked' into having two new resolution
-reach 155
-learn canto

oh no.. seems quite impossible.
but i'll show u i can doo it!!

i hope bio will cover mostly on juz energetics alone
cuz tt's the onli two chapters i REALIE noe.
yes.. i mugged so hard fer tt two chapters.
i can remember almost every rxn! *gosh*

msn plus 3.5! is quite interestinggg!
go dl ppl!!!

mugging wif eunice bimbo tmrr!
hopefully we'll succeed.
cuz fer consecutive days i failed 2 mug fer anythingg
GOSH.
ahhhhhhH!!!nheuwpbtyhewntewvgnehvvt4.
i need 2 RELIEVE STRESS...
but i dun realie feel any stress yet.
ahh? dun make sense.
GAHHH.

[::new glam queen::]

hahaha. i'm the self-declared new glam queen!!
bleahhh. snatched tt title frm vee :D
but still muz thank u darlingggg!!
n to meiyi too! hahahaha. taka rules more den gerrard! :)

to i-hope-u-noe-who-u-r:
FORGET IT!!!!! BAHHHHHH!!!!! *pissed*

anyhows, watched the AJ choir concert wif tze, lora n huiling.
abit de weird combination but it went well!
hail tzeqi fer her great piece of plaster tt saved my blister!
hehh. speaking of which i found a total of SIX blisters on my feet!
omg.. my feet r rotting larhhh. stoopid heels.
so much fer being the glam queen. it comes wif a price!

the concert went well i guess?
hahaha. it was..... serenating??
hahaha. appropriate 2 a certain sense.
i lyk the CH choir alumni performance!!
the safari thingy totally rox n i luv tt cute lil boyboy guy wif the bloody gd voicee!!!!!
*drools* i want him 2 sing fer meee! hahahaha.

shawn has a great voice toooo!!!
GO JIEEE! i'm gonna b the greatest member of the shawn fan club!
hahahaaaa. go pink guyy!

daryl was sooo act sehh!
oh my.. i thot he was trying 2 attract attention by walking lyk a gambler
so AA!!! somemore walk wrong side n gotta run back.
hahaha. hilarious.

gave dem the special pots of cactus+aloe vera i bot frm andy's shop!
lora had itchy fingers n pulled daryl's cute lil cactus out!
so the cactus was missing one 'ball' fer some moment b4 i fixed it back
apparently stoopid daryl shithead doesnt appreciate my gift! hmpf.
he dropped one of the 'ball' on the bridge n didn't realize till we walked away larhhh.
so he had 2 run back in search of the missing ball :)

i was on high after the concert!!
cheered on stage wif onli the 5 of us..
stooopid shawn said i dressed v sexy!
HELLO?????????
no wayyy. hahah. mayb juz abit over :S
even lora n huiling cannot recognise me. hahahah.

we weree comparing skirt lengths.
apparently i haf the shortest one.
coz i'm shortttt!!
shawn's theory: short ppl may haf short legs but no need 2 wear short skirts
thankew jie.
but cannot picture lora in my skirtt!
hahaha. it'll b super duper short fer her larhhh.

booo. mugging time starts tmrr!
but i'm having vee as my muggin partner :S
*bad premonition*
oh nooo. hahahahaha.
i realie think it's gonna b BAD.
has anyone seen vee studied b4?
NO! mannn. i hope i can create the miracle tmr!
hahaha. ciaoz.


huiling me loraaa!


poor 5 members of 0904! but still united :)


five of us again. huiling me lora daryl wif shawn flashing past behindd :)

[the first step]

i took the first step
hope it'll work out.

the a's result's pressurizing.
yet i'm still idling my time away.
come'on my mugger spirt
possess meee!

so lil time but so much 2 do.
my body isnt takin it v well now.
i hope the medicine works
but so far it hasn't :(

my parents haf been asking me abt my plans fer the future.
seriously, i haf none.
i haf NO IDEA wat i wanna do
tt's worrying.
i need a target, a goal.
i hope the NUS open hse will help
afterall, all tt happened in my life was rather unexpected.
n dey've all turned out 2 be realie nice surprises n turning points in my life.
i hope lady luck stays wif me 4eva.
but i noe it's nt possible

one day i'll hafta grow out of my childish self
face tt cruel world out dere.
i mite get hurt, bt i enjoy tt
dey make me learn, n make me more determine
i like myself :)

realie admire jogoh
her courage n will
living abroad alone isnt an easy feat
having 2 be realie independent
i doubt i can survive as well as her.
i'm still v much the kind who'll snug up my dad n request fer a new phone
speaking of which, i'm saving fer an ipod.
or so i guess.
mayb my dad would get it fer me :D
see, over reliance again.

on serious thot, i wanna b in neverland
i dun wanna grow up.
fer me, i'll choose 2 run away.

[3x8=24]

yayyy. 2dae's a funfilled day!! :D
happy. glee. bliss.

interesting enuf, bio was pleasant n so farnie 2dae.
first dere was my bimbotic moment:
khoo: why is the transpiration rate measured in a 4hrs interval instead of 3?
me(to hua): cause 24 divided by 3 we get 7 and 1/3 rite?
hua: sallllly!!!!! 24/3=8!!! bimbo!!!

hahaha. den she spread it to ying.
who said exactly the same thing 2 me n gave me the 'ure realie sooo bimbotic look'
den she spread it to charoon who did the same thing too
n later on almoz the whole row ppl knew abt it.
hahahaaha.. sry. my brain was malfunctioning... :p

den came the bestttt part in bio
in which khoopeckhar was so agitated by vee wif her question abt how a potted plant looks lyk n how the heck a plastic bag can cover over it.
she went over to the door n we thot she was abt 2 leave
lyk hoooray!
but surprising enuf she held up the waste paper basket n a broom
den stuck the broom in the basket to show us graphically hw the potted plant looks lyk
CLASSIC. hilarious mannn.
we were luffing our heads off.

ohoh! hahah. she started the lesson asking vee why she wore pe attire.
khoo: u mean u wore lyk tt 2 sch in the morn?
vee : yes...
khoo: u wore that to assembly?
vee : ya...
khoo: then u wore it on the bus too?
vee : YA.....
omg. can she be dumber?

another very intersting conversation we had wif khoo abt our attendance marking:
khoo: i notice ah.. that some ppl in the class keep changing their signature
*class giggles*
khoo: ivy, why did u sign ur name as mya?
ivy : eh..
khoo: sally, why u sign ur name as sally?
me :??????????????
*class in disbelief*
khoo: charmaine, why u sign ur name as char? char as in charcoal..
*class luffing away*
charoon: coz i'm called char? u can call me charcoal charkwayteow or charsiew bao if u want.

*luff my head off*
omg.. 2dae's bio was lyk the farniest after synical lesson of how she buried her dead dog n tried 2 force the protruding bone under the earth.
willy wally here congrats char kway teow coz we got to change our names!
lyk yayyyy! -_______-

went bukit timah plaza's kfc fer lunch wif the annoying ppl
haaas. we created some new nicks.
char: annoying
hua: more annoying
vee: very much more annoying
nissa: super annoying
ying: the most annoying
me: too dumb to be annoying
sth lyk tt larh. cant rem..
but it's quite farnie.
when we get introduced it'll be lyk:
'her name is super annoying' or 'her name is the most annoying'
but why is the word dumb always associated wif meee!
i'm not dumb! hahahaha. realiee!

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