[one litre of tears]




diz major tear-jerker series sent me bawling my eyes out in EVERY episode.
e fact tt it is based on a real life story based on e person Ikeuchi Aya made the story even more special.
its brutally realistic.
at the back of each episode, whenever dey put up real-life photo of Aya in the fight of her disease i just couldnt help bt cry more.
a 15yrs old fighting against an incurable disease with such a positive n optimistic view of life.
i wish i could b as strong as her..

ah im only up till epi8 n ive used up half a box of tissue
3more episodes to go!
even though i noe hw e story will eventually end up lyk
its still painstakingly hard as i feel for her journey..
its a bad sign cuz i wake up with v swollen eyes for the past 2 days oredi for crying too much.

anyhows, i realie recommend this drama 2 everyone!
try watching it on youtube or u can dl this series frm silentregrets too lyk i did.
come share my depression!! :)



"I really don't want to say things such as 'I want to go back to how things were before'. I recognise how I am right now, and I will continue to live on." - One Litre of Tears..

[5 a.m.]

its five nw n im still struggling wif my 3D project.

n im having fever rite nw

how 2 cont!!?
my eyelids r too heavy 2 support dem
n im aching all over..
presentation in 4hrs time..
i think i may just collapse b4 i reach dere..

[bye sweenie]

okie diz entry is a lil late bt betta late den neva

dear sweenie left for bristol on sat..
n she's nt coming back at all fer 3yrs!!!
i cant imagine hw it feels 2 b alone in england fer 3yrs..
ure sucha brave girl sweenie!

to sweenie:
girl so i wun see u fer 3yrs... :(
bt pls come back if u haf the money k?
haha i'll realie miss ur presence here..
esp ur crazy disapproval of me destroying the envt,
blotting of our fav roti prata,
dissing the release of CFCs into the air,
n who can forget ur wild 15-shake :)
takkaire of urself dere k?
n we're all betting tt u'll get some angmoh boyfren back haha
i say he'll b danish, ht bet he'll b irish, i think ying bet he'll b scottish.
hahah. betta bring one back k..
no chinese!!! :D
i loveee u~


now.. DRAMA REVIEWS!

so-far-finished:
-KUROSAGI
story abt a professional swindler named kurosaki (yamapi) who lost his family bcuz of a swindling case n how he cheats other swindlers n help the victims. i love yamapi's costume changes in here! so many diff images.. plus he's getting so much hotter den b4 :) at last i can see maki's face properly in this series compared to NwP. maki+yamapi makes such a cute pairing!!


yamipi&maki! bt this pic is frm NwP..

-DRAGON ZAKURA
another show of yamapi..
his character yuusuke is yet another cool guy kind.
bt i din realie lyk it as much this time. he's kinda bad as a bf..
i lyk abe hiroshi's character inside. he's a spunkie teacher!
just faintly reminds me of GTO again..
the ending was a lil disappointing fer me though.. sigh..


my fac characters in the show!
Ogata Hideki n Kobayashi Maki!
Koike Teppai as Hideki was soo adorably silly :)

-HANA YORI DANGO
the jap version of meteor garden.
frankly speaking.. i think e F4 here is qt blah -___-
bt im only referring to the other two.
Rui (Oguri Shun) n Tsukasa (Matsumoto Jun) were great!!
i enjoyed this show much more den the tw version..
e tw version was so draggy n long whereas dis one has only 9 episodes!
short n sweet :)
i thot Jun lked so weird as Domyouji at first
bt he realie grows on u!!
so adorable n baka all the way.
Inoue Mao did a gd job too as Tsukushi aka Shancai..
in fact i lyk her personification more den Da S.
mayb it's cuz DaS cried too much in e tw version n it irks me.
Inoue-san followed e character more thoroughly..


jun n mao! kokkoi n kawaii eh! :)


ah tt's the 3 most recent shows ive watched.
also finished
MY LOVELY SAMSOON (vvvv funny show)
SAVE THE LAST DANCE FOR ME (qt a sad one..)
AQMFS (qt draggy at the end..)
LOCH'06 (nt tt bad bt i cant stand yang guo's face)
n many more i cant remember :S

still halfway thru alot of shows:
-StandUp! (waiting fer subs..)
-Tokyo Juliet (finishing sooN! 1 more epi)
-Silence (draggy draggy contemplating if i shld cont.. 4 more epi 2 go)
-Smile Pasta (qt nice till so far.. if it doesnt drag)
-White Robe of Love (just started. dun think i'll cont)
-Marry Me (dun feel lyk continuing. it's so love contract-ish)

n of cuz dere's the long term commitment 2 NARUTO n BLEACH

shows im gg 2 watch:
-GOKUSEN 1&2 (i lyk high sch dramas!)
-KIMI WA PETTO (jun is inside!)
-1litre of tears (high reviews abt it!)
-HANA KIMI (if it airs soon)

n im still anticipating so many part2s!
-hana yori dango2 in JAN 07
-ISWAK2 in JUL 07
-goong2 in DEC 06(hopefully)
-kurosagi special in DEC 06

gosh i think im gg 2 DIE watching so many shows..
i love jap dramas cuz dey're short n sweet..
seldom dragging beyond 13 episodes.
nt lyk tw/china productions tt drags till 20 epis..
LOCH had 41epi n its 1hr plus each!
imagine hw long i spent finishing tt..
anybody wants any reviews can ask me!
haha im practically watching dramas everyday :)

[BAKA me]

how stoopid can i get

2day has been a long tiring n frustrating day
cuz first of all
ive been drawing nonstop till 530am
went 2 bed bt all the drawings keep floating in my mind
so it felt lyk i blinked fer a moment n hoola i'm awake at 630am
cont drawing lyk mad n furiously typing out my essay

in the end,
I FORGOT TO BRING MY WEEK TWO'S WORK!!

tt's lyk 4 contour drawings.
n i left dem on the coffee table.

BAKA

and to think tt i rushed lyk mad to do 32/34 drawings
only din manage to do one contour drawing n one detailed drawing
bt it's still such a great feat cuz i did 28 drawings over a nite
though i must admit tt the standard is lyk bleh bcoz of the rush
but hey i drew nonstop fer almost 12hrs!
plus i finished one essay

so minus the 4 drawings tt i stoopidly left on the coffee table
i only passed up 28 pieces of work
tt'll reflect so poorly on my assessment!

SWEENIE will b leaving fer England tmr nite!!!
i'll miss u sweeeeenie!!!
dun worry 3yrs wun b long! :)

i hate bidding farewell 2 my frens
its lyk the nth time oredi
n miraculously i only cried ONCE!
which is JOGOH's departure..
n fer VAN i thot i'd cry,
bt when i lk at tqi who was crying v badly
i thot she lk rather bad..
hahahahahahaha.
oops sry my dear
bt tt thot actually amuses me inside so i cant cry la..

oh wells,
i just hope everyone's happy wherever dey are!

i wanna go JAPAN :D

[tooth-ae-ouch]

my wisdom tooth extraction wasn't tt bad..
cuz i changed frm extracting 3 to 1 under LA instead :)
my mother got so flubberrrrgasted when she chat wif my aunties abt wisdom tooth extraction
apparently my cousins all had realie nasty experiences wif those damn teeth
im just glad tt dere isnt much swelling n nt much pain!
in fact, i think my normal toothache is more painful den nw!
e only bad pts nw is i cant open my mouth 2 tok n eat properly BUT i still eat ALOT
how can tt be!!!
i mean everyone slims down after extracting wisdom tooth
i dun want 2 be the only exception :(:(

i luvvvv my sch's mac webcam!!
its my fav entertainment during IT workshop
cam whoring wif JOY!
some r just so amusingly ugly i cant help but love those pics
i hope joy wun kill me if i put some online...

on fri i met up wif dear iveee n my surprise present-nissa baby!!
cant put it in words hw i felt when i saw vee's new hair
hahaha. should i say.. IT SUCKS BADLY?
okie enuf of tt. at least she was sucha kind soul 2 help me retrieve my lost item frm the bus interchange!
speaking of it vee had some funny moments dere..
i lost a bag of stuffs on the bus n it was found and kept in clementi interchange
kind ivee helped me 2 pick it up since its nearer 2 her sch
the bag has: a dress, camera, sketch bk, vcd, one blank cd and an apple
i realie meant the apple part!
bt i-think-i-am-smart ivee thot i was referring to an APPLE IPOD
hahaha so she was frantically looking fer it even though the officer dere kept saying dere's no ipod in it
eventually dey were abt 2 chase her off when dey finally realised tt i was referring to the fruit - APPLE :)
thankew veevee!

tt friday was realie a damn suay day
first i lost my bag of stuffs
den huiting lost her water bottle (yea it doesnt matter bt its still a loss!)
after tt weiqi lost his wallet at the bus stop :(
pooor thing he still hasnt recover it yet n dere's his ic n atm card etc inside.
any kind soul who picked it up pls return it 2 him!
arigato!

ive been checking up alot on studying in japan..
e expenses r so darn high!!
i cant afford it unless i haf a scholarship :(
n the only feasible one fer me will be the MEXT scholarship wif the jap govt
all others will require a degree or smth..
tt's lyk so hard.. bt at least it'll b a goal fer me 2 work for!!
kobe university :)