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Sunday, December 31, 2006

[happy new yr's eve]

since its new yr's eve
i shall do a 100qns thing:

1.) Male or FML: female
2.) Birthdate: 1st May 1987
3.) Family: Dad, Mom, Me, younger brother.
4.) Skin Tone: uneven. im fair overall now, bt i haf dark arms.
5.) Height: 153
6.) When were you most sad: during my depression time in mid J1.
7.) When I was the happiest: when my family goes out tgt
8.) Musicians I look up to: none at the moment
9.) Places I go most often: School, bus stop, restaurants, toilet
10.) WHen do you watch the most movies: After tests, summer.
11.) Celebs that you like: Dong Bang Shin Ki, Shinhwa, Christina Aguilera, Matsu Jun, Yamapi, Tackey
12.) What kind of person am I: I laugh too brightly. I don't get mad
easily.
13.) Favorite song to sing at Karaoke: you ni zhen hao
14.) First love: No one.
15.) First Kiss: none.
16.) Fav. Movie: love actually
17.) Favorite flower: tulip
18.) Fav. TV show: i realie cant choose among all my favs.
19.) Sleeping Habits: like a vamp. straight with hands on the side and my palms on my stomach.
20.) Favorite Books: Harry Potter (haha i sound so young!), and clay marble
21.) Where I want to visit: the whole of asia
22.) Fav. Food: chinese herbal tonic.
23.) Fav. Fruit: apple
24.) Fav. Color: yellow/pink
25.) Nicest thing I did: ytd nite i helped my bro arrange his pillow. hhaah if nt he'll haf neckache 2dae!
26.) My most important possession: my legless doll
27.) Something I want to say: ahhh stupid MBC gayo awards, i only caught a glimpse of DBSK where's jaejoong n uknow!?
28.) People I remember: family, classmates, schoolmates, friends..
29.) People I think of: The people i like.
30.) If you died: ....
31.) Good thing about yourself: I smile a lot.
32.) Something bad about yourself: i can get hurtful with my blunt words.
33.) People you respect: People who work hard to success.
34.) Ideal birthday present: any present as long as its frm ppl i like
35.) Hardest thing you had to do: Getting to noe myself
36.) What I do when I'm mad: i look crazily murderous and i shout like crAZy.
37.) hobbies: watching tv, singing, sleeping.
38.) Specialties: i can sing!
39.) Habits: i slp for 12hrs on regular basis
40.) What I want to do for the person I love: Everything I can.
41.) What I want to receive from the person I love: security
42.) What I want to do with the person I love: walk on the beach
43.) Prized Possesion: Famiy.
44.) Fav. Animal: Dog.
45.) How are you dressed: Tshirt, shorts.
46.) People I don't like: pretentious ppl, ppl wif bad personalities.
47.) When I look weak: when i noe im supposed to. cant appear too strong all the time
48.) Stress reliever: Music, singing.
49.) When I hurt someone: i rem my first victim is cham nab in pri6. he got 'knee-ed' by me in a fight. haha.
50.) What you think when you look in the mirror: oh no am i getting darker?
51.) Something I most regret: saying the things that i realie din mean to.
52.) # of kids you want: 2 or 3
53.) What's your phone greeting: pink power
54.) Today's weather: sunny
55.) Fav. #: 25
56.) How much can you drink: i can hold my liquor qt well bt neva tried getting drunk b4..
57.) Slept over anywhere: At my friend's and relative's.
58.) Have you ever run away from home: no.
59.) Ideal partner: manly and big brother personality. cannot be 'po mah'. thick eye brows. gives me a sense of security.
60.) What I want to say to my friends: im sorry for always standing u ppl up.
61.) What I want to eat: chocolate sundae
62.) Your personailty: pretty ok!
63.) How often do you go to the bathroom: no idea
64.) religion: Buddist
65.) Do you like recieving or giving: Both.
66.) Most memorable day: the last nite spent at 09's chalet n oso when SNCO din get a gold award in 2003.
67.) Fav. Fashion: im qt loud when it comes to fashion. no particular fav.
68.) Hours of sleep you get: 12
69.) When you don't like yourself: when i keep running away frm reality n responsibility
70.) When I find myself charismatic: when i smile
71.) What you do when you're alone: sing.
72.) People you've gone out with: 1
73.) Where do you look first when you see someone: eyes.
74.) What I think of my life so far: 50/100
75.) Complex: fair?
76.) You like your mom or dad: both! bt i communicate better with my dad
77.) When you fight with someone: its awful
78.) When someone wants to break up: i'll cry
79.) If someone you loved got a horirble diesease: i'll sink into depression again.
80.) If your parents didn't like the person you loved: force dem to.
81.) What are you going to do after you finish this: do my art
82.) What you think of couples: none of my business
83.) Nicknames: sall, ah wei, ah mui, ang ku gueh, hong sha li(red sand)
84.) What you have next to you: tomato twisties, pepsi, mouse, bed
85.) Movies I want to see: death note2!! black dahlia.
86.) Movie that I most remember: home alone
87.) People I see most often: family
88.) Fav. Sport: floorball
89.) Your hairstyle as of now: I'm drying my hair.
90.) Fav season: winter. i love winter clothes
91.) What do you have in your bag: umbrella, wallet, lipbalm, hair brush, oil blotter, hand cream,
92.) How many cards do you have: no idea
93.) When you're sad: when i'm nt happy
94.) What I don like when I going out with someone: bragging abt himself
95.) What I like the most about myself: eyeballs
96.) What Im scared of: insects
97.) When I was most hurt: when someone i thot was a realie gd fren bad mouthed me behind my back.
98.) What I do when Im scared: I sing.
99.) A wish for this year: i want an exciting, extraordinary life
100.) Last thing you want to say: happy new year ppl :)

Friday, December 29, 2006

[im venting my frustration]

again the reno is driving me NUTS
ive been a realie gd daughter staying at home EVERY SINGLE DAY
even pushing all my invitations to go out
n yet everyday when my parents come home
dey shout n complain everything to me
lyk HELLO its nt my fault things dun go e way u want it kaes?
Ive got so many things to worry over too
My jap class & reassessment to finish r equally impt too!
Bt dey neva understood
While my bro can happily go out wif his frens to haf steamboat n catch a movie
Im stuck at home with my grumbling parents every evening
Listening to more complaints
‘u shld tell dem(workers) to do this’
‘u shld tell dem(workers) to do that’
easier said than done
dey’re so happy to push all the responsibility on me cuz I was the only one bothered to stay at home n oversee reno
plus im into interior design so dey very much assumed tt I shld be responsible for all the reno work
im just a pathetic foundation studies student in lasalle which everyone wif money n the ability to draw a circle well enuf will qualify a place in!
im just interested in interior design, bt I haf NO such experience in it
fine I can help in color matching for walls, furniture
bt when it comes to design wise I can only give opinions n I dunNo if dey’ll work out at all.

Everyday dere will b abt 5 male strangers walking in n out of my hse
Wif me alone at home, how comfortable can I get?
So I stayed in my rm all the time if possible.
Bt I get blamed again for nt overseeing the reno properly.


I wish I can remain as oblivious as my bro
He’s happy as long as his rm is ok.


Im dead tight on my reassessment deadline
N im dying from all the pressure
Yet dey’re adding more of it to me
How fair is that.

Just now my relatives popped over for no reasons
N one by one dey preached to me again abt the reno
‘u noe u shld ask the contractor to shift this up’
‘u shld ask the ppl to hide this wire!’
‘u shld hide the pipes!’
‘y is the cardboard placed dere?’
‘the washing machine looks awkward placed dere’
‘u shld utilize the other rm’s space!’
‘u shld go ask for compensation for delayed work!’
yes dey preached to me for 2 whole hrs
cuz my very responsible parents had oredi gone to slp
leaving me alone to deal with dem.



Urghh. I hate being the eldest child.
It’s so much responsibility
Especially when u noe tt ur younger sibling cant help much
N u can only rely on urself


Now I hafta go research on some stupid hdb grant thing and oso abt scraping of our car
See I hafta do such things.
I thought parents r the ones responsible for them!?

Sry fer reading such a long post of unnecessary nonsense
Bt I need to vent it somewhere.
AHHHHHHHHHHH.

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

[hellos]

a very late merry xmas to everyone!
as usual xmas is another boring day for me cuz my family dun celebrate it
so we head out to my grandma's house
i ended up playing the whole night wif my lil cousins
which wasnt tt bad cuz dey're sooo adorable
plus i had some company frm my brother n my cousin who dropped by just to keep me company for a while :) sweet ne?

my youngest cousin cut her own hair!
so amazing huh? haha
now she looks lyk a cute lil mushroom :)


took this last wk b4 she cut her own hair
bt she's so freaking adorable in the inverted specs!

ive been seriously slacking n wasting my time these days
time to organize myself for the new yr!
and most importantly finish up my stoopid reassessment thing
so tt it'll be a burden off my chest

plus my house's reno is getting so annoying with all the interruptions n errors
so most probably it's only gg to complete in mid jan!

aikes better go to slp now b4 my dad catches me again.
jaa ne.

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

[5a.m.]

hellos its 5am nw
my slp routine is realie screwed up these days
i hardly see the sun anymore!
which is great for me since the sun is my enemy!!!
bt tt means im suffering frm vitD deficiency
hahaha. bt ive been taking vitD pills so np!

lemme see, 2dae i woke up at 1pm..
stayed inside my temp room till 7pm since e reno workers r knocking walls in the living rm.
so sun exposure today: noneee! yayy

i think im getting qt unsociable these days
only meeting up wif frens occasionally n e rest of my time spent in my rm watching teevee.
monday: x-man, heroine6, hana kimi
thurs: bleach, 14 Sai no Haha
fri: naruto
sat: survivorrr!
sun: tatta hitotsu no koi
ok so i spend abt 5/7days of my every wk waiting for these shows :(
n its nt including my daily surfing on youtube to catch anything related to NewS, KAT-TUN, Arashi, T&T, JE, TVFXQ, ShinHwa or any korean variety shows!
technology is scaryyyyy.
and my english is BAD.
i keep making stupid grammar mistake in my speech
whyyy is tt happening?
sighh i was neva gd in expressing myself anw.

jaa ne.

Saturday, December 09, 2006

[i received a letter]

Dear Student,

I am writing to you to let you know that as of next Semester, there will no longe be a Class VS1M. For a whole range of reasons, we now have less number of VSF students than during the earlier semester. Therefore we are in a position to reduce the number of classes from 26 to 25.

This is a positive move as it allows us to have more staff for External Drawing and also reduces pressure on classroom space. The decision as to which class to disband was a dificult one so we went for the middle fo the alphabet! Maybe not logical but certainly creative.

We realized that it will be rather strange for you at the beginning of next semester to be alone in a new class. Thus, we have tried to ensure that there are at least two 1M students in each ckass.

...
...

Yours with Best Wishes,
Jane Allan
Head
Visual Studies Foundation



wow. tt is lyk how lucky.
it's a 3.8462% chance tt a class is chosen to be disbanded
hmmm we're realie lucky den.

dunno if its a gd thing or nt.
its nt lyk im super attached to my classmates
bt ill be meeting new ones fer e next yr~
when everyone has oredi bonded n *POOP* two new ppl just join ur classes
at least i noe tt i haf Candy in my class!
that was sucha relief!
cant imagine who's in e same class as that 34yrsold man in my class
he/she must be super depressed.
hmmm i tried recalling what's his name bt i realie cant remember haha
anyhows i cant remember my whole class list too!
infact i dunno qt a few ppl in my own class
dey're all the foreigners who neva mixes wif us
cant recall their faces too :X

btw, i'm posted to class A!
haha sounds cool. cuz i love being in front of the pack!
hahha. unlike poor joycelyn who gt posted to Z :(
i'll miss u girll!!!

off to watch the US telecast of survivor!!
jaa ne :)